Sisters

I have been so much dissipated and depressed by the fact that my sisters are not here with me and I am missing each of them so much. So I dedicate this post to my 3 sisters, telling you of my feelings  about them. It's really tempting to imagine that you haven't got many sisters. This is because I don't talk to girls, and the only girls I talk to much are my sisters. And if I tell you a truth, that girls talk to me only when I accept them as their sister  :( .... This is just an act of security. But I am always sad because of this condition.

Starting from my only real sister and cousin, Kavita, she has been the ideal role model for me since childhood. I have learnt most of the trifles seeing her. Seeing her spirits, achievements, unexplainable love, unending talks, and the airy sense, have always kept me attached to her. She is 6 years older than me but still she is my favorite, and I am hers. We are a bit similar in spirits and targets and we have lots in common. That is why we get along very merrily and tiely. But now as her age flourishes, we had to drift away, because she now has to study, then go to work, and then she will get married. Now there are no contacts and physical touch between us. I love you deed and you are the best.

My second one, Sanskriti, is not my real sister, but yeah I consider her as one, because she trusts me completely and her merry ways of conjuring one's heart is beyond explanation. I have promised to protect her and she had promised me to love me forever. Though there are really no contacts between, but I haven't still forget my promise. Her beauty in heart, and as her name suggests, she is so much full of morals and laughter. Enjoys each day and each person, her talks and mischief are so much adorable that you will never want to leave such a friend ever. It is okay to me that she doesn't contact me, because I know she has much important stuffs to do and she will be one day the greatest of all. I love you sis  :)

And the last one, Anushka, is the most complicated of all, because she is one of those sisters which I never wished to make. She just came, we talked, became friends, became bro-sis, and are continuing it with confusions. Though if I must say, Anushka really saved my life once, and for the one grateful feeling of love, I respect her for her views and ambitions. She wishes to be a cardiologist. I am haunted by the question " Why did Anushka even come into my life, what role does she have in my life?". I haven't got any ideal answer for this and it's real bad. Though about her character, she is very much friendly, and is all ready to hear about all my emotions and flattering. I frequently get mad at her because I want to stay away from her, but I couldn't. She does not let me leave her and I don't know why. She gets along good with boys  (I don't do the same with girls), but still she needs me. I can bet that she might have many brothers of her own. But she just needs me. I am stuck with her. Even if I start loving her, then she won't like it because I have to act as her brother. She is now in Indore, doing her higher studies. But the more she gets closer to me (in distance), the more far away she seems to me. Because we now have to limit our communications.  :(

Whatever be the situations ever. I love my sisters truly and eternally, because these are the only girls I talk to. All are away, doing their businesses, and I am alone here. I cannot talk about feelings and emotions to anybody now. As boys don't talk to each other about feelings. Only girls can understand it. And this is the only reason why we guys need girls.